Ok, i will give the short version.
I am fasting since tuesday to receive this sunday. I know, most ppl dont fast like that, they do a day if most. Well thats not the topic here, i will just say im old school and thats how i do it. back on topic.
i have been fasting to receive this sunday and i sined, i dont think i should recive, what do you think?
The sin (?) i went into walmart to return some cheep sneekers and upgrade to a better pait from kmart, if thats possible. i should rephrase that, to get a less poopy pair:) yes im having serious $ problems. my refund it going to be $14.86 and i have 14 cent in order to get $15 back. but i intentinally tell the cashier here is 14 cents to make it an even $20. she says no, you get back $15 not $20 and i say, yes thats what i mean. she gives me my refund and i walk away. i look at the $ and receipt in my hand and i realise she gave me $25 back instead of $15, she gave me a twenty and a five, thats $10 more then i should have gotten! i jet out of the store before she realises. in my mind i think abt her getting in trouble but i KNOW walmart wont even mention it, unless shortages occure often to a cashier they wont even say anything, its the cost of doing biz. i used to be a walmart cashier. and im thinking God helped me out so i could buy the better pair of sneekers....
What is your opinion on what i did, did i sin, should i go to Church and receive? i say no, i say i should continue fasting strictly as punishment and go to Church but not revieve communion.
later on in the day i start thinking it was the devil that made me try that and then take the actions i did.
would you agree?
I would LOVE to hear from a monk or priest if available. but anyone realy.